To my mom.

I know sometimes you act like a bitch towards me and my bro, but I know that you’re doing that for a good reason. I know you tend to blabbermouth us with all sorts of stuff that me and my bro don’t actually listen to at times. And I know that you have a tendency to have a short fuse whenever me or my bro did something stupid, but I know that you are doing all that because you really care for us.

So yeah, lemme take the time to say thank you mom.Thank you for all the times that you have supported me and my bro. Thank you for staying with us through thick and thin. Thank you for the all the advice that you have given us. Thank you for the memorable times that you have shared with us. Most importantly, thank you mom, for everything you have done for our family.

Love you, Mom. Happy Mother’s Day.

An Endoscopy.

Yesterday I underwent an Endoscopy. In layman’s terms it’s simply the doctor inserting a long thin pipe down my throat and through my esophagus into my stomach and duodenum (the starting point of the small intestine). Yeah, it’s gross. But don’t worry it didn’t hurt at all. In fact I slept throughout the entire operation, though when I woke up I felt a slight pain at the back of my throat but it disappeared after a while.

The results were not really surprising, however it still worries me nonetheless. Apparently aside from my heartburn (clinically Gastroesophageal reflux disease), I also have hiatal hernia, a condition wherein part of my stomach actually goes through the diaphragm, and gastritis, wherein parts of the lining covering the inner part of the stomach are damaged.

While gastritis is usually caused by hyperacidity and therefore controlling how the stomach secretes acid can help resolve the problem, the hiatal hernia is a different problem. It’ll require surgery in the long run and God, I don’t want to burden myself or my family with more medical expenses. What’s worse is that the healthcard that I got from my dad is about to expire, and it can’t be renewed. Welp.

That aside, looks like this’ll force me to really think about my health options. Specifically when it comes to diet, exercise and even my posture. Hooray for more vegetables and fruits (except maybe oranges. D: ). Admittedly though I am too lazy to exercise. Probably due to the sheer amount of effort it takes to actually tone up yer body and lose weight. As for my posture though, it’s gonna be a lot hard trying to stand up straight, especially since my body is too damn used to being curved to the front.

Well, I guess now I’m paying the price for neglecting my body for so long. I deserve it. Now the responsibility falls onto me to actually help recover from this mess. I do hope and pray everything will work out in the end, and that I may be able to do something about this condition of mine before it gets even worse. @_@

Technika To Do List

Too lazy to make a page for this, plus I’m running out of time before bedtime so yeah I’m posting this.

Essentially Here’s a list of songs in technika 3 I wanna do so badly:

  • End of the Moonlight MX (MOST ESPECIALLY THE BEGINNING PART)
  • Fermion NM/HD
  • D2 HD/MX
  • Cypher Gate HD/MX
  • Area 7 HD/MX
  • Blythe HD
  • Thor HD
  • Airwave HD without bug
  • Challenger Set
  • Specialist 1 and 2
  • Thor Extended
  • Conqueror Set
  • Maximum Set
  • Colours of Sorrow MX
  • NB Rangers Non-stop Remix HD
  • Bee-u-tiful HD
  • The Clear Blue Sky MX
  • NEON SCRATCH (and possibly technicolor mission set in challenge mission)

Random Thoughts (Part 1 of ???)

I have absolutely nothing to post of worth right now. And my brain is fried due to excessive amounts of anime, dota 2 and team fortress 2 today so yeah. Might as well post some random shit that is inside my brain right now. Welp. Thoughts are in bulleted form and arranged in no particular order whatsoever, because everyone hates paragraphs and to keep it lol so random.

  • Damn, I need more practice when it comes to timing Huskar’s life break in DotA 2. It’s actually hard to know when to strike especially with clashes. More so, it’s even harder to determine which opponents to hit with the life break first. Same goes with Lina’s light strike array. f. hard to determine where to hit that damn thing.
  • Technika 3? DJ boards-wise, it’s peaceful again. Thank goodness. Skill-wise… I need to practice Sin HD/MX, Grave Consequence HD and probably space of soul NM/HD. End of the moonlight MX and Fermion NM (and consequently challenger set) will come later.
  • What about RPC? I’ll stick with them. But I do hope we could get all 20 member slots though. Do want to see Mai Seto be Sub Leader tbh.
  • Marvel Vs. Capcom 3? Fuck galactus.
  • Office work? I can still carry it. But I need to find a way to work even harder. I don’t wanna bum around doing nothing there. :V
  • With regards to my current crush? all I could say is… #KIRAKIRA.
  • Hmmm… what about really reconciling with my ex? To be quite honest, I’m scared to make the first move. I’m not sure what to say to her if ever we meet up and talk with each other. I’m not sure if I should let time heal all wounds either. =/
  • Anime… Remember my wiki post about shit anime is right now? This season just proved me wrong. Many thanks to DJs Myojin and Ecclairs for showing me what’s decent or not this season 8D
  • Related to anime, SANKAREA IS AN AWESOME MANGA. YOU GUYS SHOULD READ IT.
  • Another thing, NATSUIRO KISEKI EP 2. BEST EPISODE OF THE SEASON.
  • The avengers? All I could say is… TONY. FRIGGIN. STARK.
  • also,
    Captain America: And Hulk?
    Hulk: *roars*
    Captain America: Smash.
    *hulk goes off and break stuff*
    BEST. SCENE. EVER.
  •  AruaROSE? Happy 5th anniversary~ Now how about a few low level/mid level quests to help those players within those ranges to level up some more? Also, don’t blame stockpile on the shitty drops on the common farming places. For all we know, you guys were not lucky when you farmed there.
  • LU and E-games merger? meh. w/e. LU apparently sucks now. I miss the old Level-Up! back when the gms actually cared for the players.
  • Me getting an MS Degree and advancing my career? Fine too. too bad though I can’t choose between going for a corporate career or going for a programming-oriented career.
  • Katawa Shoujo? too lazy to finish it. I knew I should’ve gotten the bad ends before the good ends first. :V

And… that’s all for now. Hope you enjoy the sheer randomness of this post. Might as well clean Yui~chan’s harddrives nao then.

Managing Time… and Money.

Aside

I suck at time and money management.

Can’t find time to actually play AruaROSE since DotA 2 and team fortress 2, as well as anime and blogging are taking up my time. lololololololol.

Also, I tend to run dry of funds real quick because I’m spending too much. Oh noes.

/rant/